Well, today I am officially 20 weeks!!! 140 days left....but who's counting??? :)
Yesterday I had my first experience of someone asking me if I was expecting, which I thought was kind of hard to tell when I was wearing my scrubs with my smock on and everything. It was a patient's Mom. She walked in to get some end of year financial stuff and as soon as she walked in, she said "Ohhhh! Are you expecting??" I said "Yes I am." Her reply was "So you just have a few months left then??" I said "No, I'm halfway- not due until the beginning of May." Then she said, "OHHH so you must be having twins?!?!!?" The only thing I knew what to say was, "No, there is just one...." I was really taken aback by what she said. My belly has only started to poke out the last month and I don't think it's grown THAT much. Has it??? I already know because of the genes I have that my belly is probably going to get ginormous and that I'm betting that I will have at LEAST an 8 pound baby. I would NEVER say something to someone unless I knew for sure that they were having a baby and I certainly wouldn't just assume they were having twins....
All the girls I work with assured me that my belly wasn't that big- that I just started showing and not to worry about it. But it just makes me think what are the comments going to be like when I REALLY get big??? I don't think I want to know.
I'm really afraid of what might come out of my mouth when strangers come up to touch my belly. I don't mind when friends or family members touch my belly, I really LOVE it when CJ rubs and kisses my belly, it seems I'm always touching my own belly, but I just don't know how I am going to react when total strangers come up to touch my belly. Maybe I should just stay out of the public eye until AFTER the baby gets here....haha :)
Just a few things for me to remember about my pregnancy: I still have heartburn EVERY DAY!!!!! I am taking Zantac 150 twice a day- it definitely relieves it for awhile, but I can always tell when it gets to be close to the 12 hours being up... I still have to take Unisom pretty much every night to be able to sleep. My back still hurts, especially after a day at work when I'm on my feet most of the day or walking around a lot makes it hurt. CJ calls me an old lady because I always either have a rice bag or my heating pad with me because the heat makes it feel a lot better. Other than the yucky heartburn and my back aching- I feel good!
I'm still eating a lot of cuties clementines, yogurt, sandwiches and salads. My latest craving has been sugar cookies with lots of frosting- I finally gave in and made some- I'm pretty sure I ate more than half the batch- but it definitely hit the spot and now that they are gone, I'm not craving them anymore! Now when baby girl moves it feels more like she is poking me than the bubbles or flutters that I felt a couple weeks ago. It's so exciting to feel her move- I am trying to decide what I want to do with the nursery, there are SOO many cute ideas out there....But, because I LOVE purple- I'm going to go that route instead of pink. Hopefully all the ideas in my head turn out to be as cute as I think they are going to be.... :)
So much more than a Coat by Bailey
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